Hello all - this update will be going out to my entire audience, in an attempt to cut down on e-mail clutter for everyone. I apologize for how long it has taken for me to send this out, but that is an unfortunate side effect of what I'm about to dive into. Preemptive apology for the length as well - but I truly, TRULY would appreciate you taking the time to read it ALL to ensure you catch anything that applies to projects you have pledged to, especially outstanding ones, or to simply understand a bit more about my situation in case you would like to pledge to future projects. 

First off - ALL Pride Potion, Popsicle Panic and Pastel Witchy rewards have been mailed at this time. I will be officially closing those projects one week from today. Across all three projects there are ELEVEN backers who have either not filled out their survey, or not paid outstanding post-sunrvey shipping and add on costs. Once projects close I will NOT be moving forward with further fulfillment. As stated in the original project story sections, I simply do not have the space to indefinitely hold packages aside - but moreso now, I do not have the capacity to check these projects to see if payments have been made. Please feel free to re-read story disclaimers to refresh on my policies if necessary. 
I plan to mark fulfillment status this week to reflect this update. 

Regarding remaining projects - they are all in various stages, and I will explain those in separate project specific updates in the next few weeks (Holographic Midnight's will be below the cut as I am sending this update out through that project). A quick paragraph about The Obscure Celestial and Pride Planet Parade will be at the end of this update.

The most important bit is about my personal situation and why projects have been taking so much longer than I originally hoped/planned, and why communication has been so sparse. 

I have mentioned a couple of times about my health - in late Dec 2024, I got sick with mono...for about 6-7 weeks I didn't do much of anything aside from launch Popsicle Panic, and rest. I knew several people who got mono, including my partner (who I cared for in mid 2021 when he was sick with mono, wisdom teeth infections & antibiotic complications due to the mono) and they ultimately recovered within 8-12 weeks max. 
 Unfortunately, that has not been the case for me at all. Since that December, things with my health have been in a steady decline. My fatigue has been constant, worsening during periods of heavier stress and work (which makes sense), however workloads that were once not a huge issue for me have begun to trigger crashes. After two different people in my life expressed concern that my symptoms mirrored their own, I have begun to realize I very likely have Myalgic Encephalomyelitis - an increasingly common complication of both mono and Long Covid. 

The last 6-8 months in particular have been an exceptionally steep decline. Since mid/late last year I have planned and worked on several projects (fully dropping or dropping out of some), assuming I would continue to have the energy to fulfill them effectively. That has clearly not been the case. After my car accident in January, my capacity began to decline further, to the point I am at today. I want to emphasize that at the time of launch for all projects so far this year, I had a genuine trust in myself and belief I could manage the 3, then 4 and 5 outstanding projects without issue. That reality, with my change in health status, has also changes. 

This update has been a struggle to post - but, as I took today off after a particularly exhausting convention weekend, I am forcing myself to put *something* out for everyone who has so graciously supported me over the last nearly 3 years of crowdfunding. I don't want to continue to leave you all in the dark while more time continues to pass. 

While I have a lot of open projects at the moment, and am talking about how hard fulfillment has become, you may also have noticed that I have a teaser page up for the upcoming Backerkit run Holiday Market. It may seem irresponsible to launch yet another project while already behind and overwhelmed, but to put it simply - I am in great need of the funds a project with next to zero new item requirements would provide, due to my plans to take an extended health break/leave of absence from work. 
This carries me into my plans for the future - next year, my ONLY plans for crowdfunding are a few ready to ship events (likely in April, August, and November again for the holiday market), and ONE new project (Cosmic Abyss - this one has been on my mind since nearly the beginning, so I would really love to see it come together) at most toward the end of the year. January through most of March will be spent focusing ENTIRELY on rest and recovery ONLY. This will hopefully give me a chance to better gauge where I am at with my health, so that I can pace myself with work more accurately and not end up as behind as I have been. And also see where my new baseline for working is at, so I can judge whether or not I have to consider the idea of cutting back permanently on in person events or quitting them entirely. Something I TRULY do not want to do. 

At the end of the day I adore this job, going to conventions and meeting some of you even (at least two people mentioned having backed my crowdfunding projects at RetroGameCon this weekend, which was wonderful to hear and made my weekend 💖), making new products and designing fun and exciting merchandise. I don't want to be here, considering what I can afford to still do, if anything. But it is where I am at now, and my ultimate goal is to complete all fulfillment by the end of December so I can take my extended break, have a bit of a financial safety net so my partner isn't shouldering all the burden, and if I am exceptionally lucky, maybe not *actually* have ME/CFS and recover from maybe just some severe autistic/regular burnout. Time will tell. 

Finally, info about outstanding projects - if you have read everything above this, a comment on this update would be exceptionally helpful. Purely from a moral support standpoint - making an update of this size & with such an emotional weight to it is frankly terrifying to send out into a void I may not hear a single peep back from. Even admitting that is very vulnerable for me, and I hope you all can empathize with or maybe even understand that. 

A larger and more detailed update with images of the pins will be coming through this week - but the short, important part is that I have approved all pin samples, and should have all pins within the next month or so. 
 The bags have been a slog. The short story is the final pre-production sample is going to be made in the next week, and then it should take 6-8 weeks to arrive to me after that. Fulfillment MAY leak into January, but I will be doing everything in my power to get orders containing bags out as soon as they arrive. All other orders will go out as soon as pins arrive. 
Ultimately, dealing with the continuous hiccups along the way for this project has been severely mentally and emotionally taxing. Something that at one point would not have wiped me out for days, but now does. So working through these issues - and even prepping and approving pin proofs - has taken 4 or 5 times as long as it has for pretty much all other projects. The relief I will feel once these bags are in hand is immeasurable. 

Pin proofs will be approved officially today, and production will hopefully be speedy for these as they are small, simple pins. We are a bit behind on the timeline but my hope is I can get fulfillment started by Thanksgiving and completed before the Holiday Market is over. The delay in production of these pins is directly caused by the above mentioned mental/emotional fatigue & toll, but also general overwhelm as I try to balance the needs of my business with an ever shrinking pool of energy available each day. 

These projects being unfulfilled has weighed HEAVILY on my mind every single day they continue to drag on. I promise you I have no intentions of allowing them to fall into permanent limbo. I know a lack of updates is frustrating as a backer - but, to be completely honest, I cannot keep up with monthly or even every other month updates for 3+ projects. The typing and formatting is exceptionally mentally taxing, and even that form of exertion is too much a lot of days. 
Going forward, with new projects, I hope having fewer of them overall will help with consistent updates. And possibly only sending out short updates, with less embellishment. But I tend to overexplain in order to feel my point is being made, so even attempting to write shorter updstes might end up more difficult due to needing to reread and edit them down...I hope this update will provide enough of a tide over until I can sit myself down to properly update in their respective projects; until then, I want to express yet another thank you and deep, undying gratitude for your patience and kindness as I have begun to *try* to navigate this very scary, upsetting, confusing and frustrating time in my life. I wish I could do more - in fact I would be doing more if I could. Truly. Hopefully the future will bring a better outlook on things 🙏 

I hope everything in here made sense, as I am probably working through a crash at this moment and my near constant brain fog is debilitating these days.

Read on for info on Holographic Midnight!

**I totally skipped adding in that anyone who qualifies for the dollar amount freebies, if they aren't showing up in your carts, I will be adding them as I process through everyone's orders to catch those who qualified after adding additional items in the post-campaign survey!!**

All surveys have been sent out! Majority have been completed - thank you for being so speedy~

The biggest news is that we have officially hit the required survey value to unlock the Clover Coco freebie! Since this is just going to be a basic 3" sticker, I have a company I can use to get them much more quickly than specialty stickers, and ordering this a bit late will not affect shipping times.

That leads into my next few points:

I realized I forgot to put up an add-on for the Pastel Witchy stickers in both the original campaign and the survey, so those have been put up. I ALSO realized that the "Other Stickers" listing for those who added the 5-pack of those during the campaign didn't end up saving properly - none of the Pastel Witchy, or the newer uncategorized stickers ended up in the listing (all available Popsicle Panic, Spooky Space, and Peets 'n' Beans stickers did). I have updated the listing attached to the campaign sticker pack, as well as the survey-specific listing for those wanting to add the uncategorized stickers to their post-campaign carts!

I also didn't realize that even when individual variations are hidden for the add-ons section in the survey, they are NOT hidden for folks who added those items on during the campaign.
I am unfortunately OUT of the spiral bound Moon Bean sticker book (aside from those already ordered through currently unfulfilled campaigns prior to this one) - I will be reaching out to those who chose it in their survey to explain alternative options. This item I unfortunately can't re-order anytime soon; the manufacturing cost are too high for the minimum quantity required to place an order, and the process takes months. I really don't know when I will have the funds to re-order the books :( I'm sorry for this oversight, and for not realizing it before launching the campaign. 

I believe that covers any hiccups with the survey - as always, please feel free to reach out via comments below, e-mail ([email protected]) or via socia media channels if you have any comments, questions, or concerns~

Had a bit of a snag formatting surveys, but smoke tests are out! Provided there are no major issues, i will release the remainder of surveys within 24 hours, or when majority of smoke tests have been completed, whichever comes first!

Hello folks - quick little update here to let you know how things are going.

I wanted to open with the fact that my website is pretty much completely updated at the moment, and has a few deals going on (this is a result of the unfortunate happenings of the last week or so) - so if you missed this ready to ship event, you'll be able to place an order through my website for a limited time (only until Sunday!) and receive similar discounts as you would get at these ready to ship events & at in person events I'm selling at!

I also have some plushies NOT available during this campaign - in the interest of not giving myself double the work, I will not be adding these to this survey; however, if you want any of the plushies on the website, place and order through there, make sure to leave a note stating you ALSO have a Holographic Midnight Summer Sale order, and I will credit you the cost difference of shipping that item with the rest of what you ordered!

On to the actual update...

While I had every intention of getting surveys out by this point, I unfortunately had a wild week or so that has completely derailed my entire schedule. Pride in Rochester was canceled 2 hours into the event, leading to me spending 14 hours total setting up & tearing down for essentially nothing (would genuinely rather they had canceled the event and I made $0, but saved the 14 hours of labor); a friend found 3 newborn kittens that needed bottle feeding, and while their cousins were able to drop 2 of the babies off with a foster, the 3rd needed to be dropped off separately and that was a several days long ordeal with lots of driving. 
I've spent a lot of the last few days updating my website thoroughly (moreso than it has ever been updated...I, for once, actually have all of my items up on there for the most part shockingly) so that folks who might have attended Pride could still order items at similar in-person discounts. Time that I intended to spend working on the survey was instead taken up by those updates. Add into all of this my terrible sleep schedule due to an overactive brain, the wrapping up of Pretty Pride Potions, wrangling manufacturers and trying to work on whittling down to-do lists having to do with The Obscure Celestial, Pastel Witchy, and Pride Planet Parade, and I have been a zombie. This is exactly why I will be taking an extended hiatus from crowdfunding aside from these ready to ship events - I am massively overwhelmed, burnt out, and stressed ;~;

That being said, my hope is that I can have the survey out to you sometime mid next week - I will be going out of town, but the flight will be a good opportunity to get some work done on the survey, and hopefully I can import much of the previous version over to cut down on labor. 

Once the survey is out, I will charge cards once I'm back home on August 4th, at which point I'll start packing orders as fast as I can! Freebies, which need ordering, have been ordered - including the 3.5k one, which I am pretty confident we can hit in the post campaign survey. If for whatever reason we don't, the Coco clover sticker will be available for you all to add to your carts for the standard $5 for my normal sized stickers :)

If you missed the campaign, but still want to get something, the pre-order store will be available at the same time as the surveys going out. 

My WEBSITE is also updated now, and features a myriad of deals (which were available during this campaign with the item bundles) typically only available at in person events, or during these ready to ship campaigns!

Because my life is consistently a mess, I haven't migrated over to my new website yet - apologies for any confusion this might cause!

Thank you all again - I appreciate your patience across ALL of my projects as I sort through each project. I cannot WAIT until all of my currently open projects are finally complete and closed, so I can start with a clean slate around May of 2027 <3

Hello folks - y'all voted, and the 2.5k freebie will be one random pin, gacha style, out of all pins $15 and cheaper. I will not be separating these by collection, so you will have a chance to receive anything from the cute little booties, to a single Pastel Witchy potion, to a Spooky Space pin or one of the many Popsicle Panic designs!

This item will be added automatically to your pledge in the post campaign survey!

As a final push to hit 3.5k - and this will include the funds raised post campaign as well - everyone who is pledging and receiving a physical item will receive the following sticker as a freebie as long as we raise 3.5k total, and failed payments do not make us drop below that amount!

Reminder that pay over time is an option for those pledging for more than $150, and there are extra freebies available for folks pledging $100, $250, ans $500! The pins available at the $500 tier are EXCLUSIVE and will NOT be available to add to your cart in the post-campaign survey, as I have offered in the past. They may be available as freebies in future crowdfunding campaigns, or future ready to ship campaigns. 

The sale will be ending in roughly 48 hours, so make sure you pledge now so you don't miss out - thank you all for your continued support as well~!✨️