Hello everyone, I'm very sorry I haven't updated any time recently. 

Honestly the months have been going by very fast for me- I've been struggling since being cut off from conventions. I have trouble paying my bills and staying afloat month to month. 

I'm going to try to update at least once a month- as I saw suggested in discussions. 

I am sorry. I feel awful, I've had multiple mental breakdowns about being unable to currently fulfill my backerkit promises. I know this is not an excuse. 

As of right now- I plan on making a gofundme page. My business is failing and I'm not able to pay for the remaining shipping or products that need to be made for the backerkit. Right now I only have the base bags with one title, insert, and claw per colorway.

I didn't want to announce my website re-opening because I had to switch to a monthly plan because I can't afford the yearly option I normally went with. 

I have all the bags- I've had them for months. I had to take out a loan to afford the plush coin purses- and I've been struggling to pay it back. I have only the base colorways and the plush in stock- meaning I still need to order the pins, as well as the extra titles, claws, and inserts.  With the new tariffs effecting the pins and extra accessories to the bag I know I need to ask for help now.  

I'm sorry- I can't express how disappointed I am in myself. I want to be able to fulfill everything asap. I wanted to be able to handle all of this myself and not ask for help- but I've sunk so far that I am coming to terms with the fact that I won't be able to do anything if I don't at least make my situation known. 

I would love to be able to refund and ship everything- but the harsh truth is I rarely have enough in my bank account for my bills alone. 

I'm so sorry. I never wanted to let anyone down. I've been an anxious mess, and like I said, I know that's not an excuse. I just want to make it very clear that it was never my intention to stop updating and leave people concerned that they've been scammed. I promise to you I will get out everything that people paid for. 

I've started working on a gofundme this month, I will post once it is live. I don't want anyone to feel pressured into donating. I simply do not know what else to do at this point and feel like I'm at the end of my rope. 

I don't have much of a support system, I don't have family I could ask for help. 
It feels like an extreme failing on my part to admit that I have to ask for help, and I know it's not fair considering how I've handled this campaign. 

All I can hope is that you'll forgive me for being this absent, and know that it was never my intention to disappear or stop updating. 

My health, savings, and mental fortitude have gone down the drain, I'm a stressed out wreck. I'm sorry- I truly am. 

I can't express enough how dead set I am on getting everything sent out. I'm sorry.