I just wanted to talk to somebody about it because it’s spiking my anxiety right now. I get passionate about merchandise and yes, it is a weakness of mine that I am trying to work on and not feel so nervous about it. But I’m struggling to cope with the very likely possibility of not getting one. Even though it would be a little disappointing, that isn’t even the main reason I’m upset. What I’m the most scared about is the resellers! 😭 I just know there’s gonna some lucky people getting it by chance and then immediately selling it for HUNDREDS of dollars on Ebay! This always happens with stuff like this! I’ve literally seen rare blind box keychains from popular shows be resold for one thousand dollars before! 😭 As a passionate collector and lover of Bill Cipher, I really want to know what else is on the rare one. It’s literally five whole minutes of extra content! I love the blood splatter design so much better too (I’m a fan of horror and things with a dark aesthetic). And what if there’s some big secret on it that reveals canon Bill Cipher lore about his past or something if you connect the dots back to him (since Steve is a direct parody of Bill and his voice lines so far are basically synonyms). My mind keeps going what if, what if, what if. It’s driving me crazy! 😭 Bill Cipher is one of my biggest special interests and I’m so scared that nobody will end up posting what it says (because you just never know). And then there’s that tension of not knowing if I get one until October or something! My anxiety is always out of control it seems, especially around merchandise. And I don’t want special treatment obviously. I know it’s completely random and even SBE doesn’t know which ones are which when they pack them, but I’m so worried that every reseller will sell them 10x or more the price and I’ll never have one ever! Even if I try! 💔😢